Thursday, November 4, 2010

changes in the season

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh -Lenka



Amanda was having a little  melt down of her own, but know one really knew about it because they might think  her crazy, once again. Possibly, it had to do with all the worrying with her brother Derrick. She couldn't exactly come out and say to Elliot that she didn't want her brother moving in.

Then to have Amber and Kyle over for Halloween was kind of one of those Martha Stewart moments she couldn't quite live up too. It seemed what ever she did, when it came to entertaining, just fizzled, and it was Kyle to the rescue. He was handy as a short order cook. And Rosie was happy to have her Dad's cheese girl sandwiches when the roast turned out to be rubber.

She guessed she was trying to hard. But she suspected, another thing Elliot hardly noticed. All he cared about was that she was there at the end of the night to be with him. Autumn weather just seemed to make him more sexy or was it the thought..he thought he was more sexy.

Not that it bothered her all that much in the beginning, but she got to wonder if that was all she was good for, sometimes. Something else, she couldn't exactly talk to.. about this sort of stuff to, just anyone. And then there were her Ian dreams.

After her first one, she thought she might have a heart attack. How could she think of herself with him? She didn't want to have any dreams about anyone, but Elliot. He was her husband, after all. And Ian, of all people. He was Eric's brother. Granted, she wasn't dreaming about Eric. Oddly, she'd never had a dream about him. That had to count for something, right?

But, Ian? Why? He was just 16.

It made her nervous to be around him now. If she saw him, she was sure to dream about him. Of course, it was the most mundane things. Like how he appreciated her waffles, and he thanked her for knitting him a striped sweater that he looked amazing in, and of course they kissed in the dream. However, she did not knit and now planned to never learn to knit. But the dreams would come back how he wished he knew her secret, for apple pie. That smile of his so genuine. It just oozed that he cared for her and that she was the best.

Yes, she liked the dreams. But she certainly didn't want them to come true. What if she acted like she knew him when she knew, she really didn't? It was best just to keep to herself. Dang it. Ian was becoming her little brother's best friend.

8 comments:

better days said...

I love that song. Oh, poor Amanda. That's interesting though. About the dreams with Ian.

ivy's closet said...

I do wonder if everything is going that good in Amanda and Elliot's relationship.

lucy and sarah said...

I kind of think those dreams are cute.

Cafe Fashionista said...

I wonder if this means that Amanda has feelings for Ian. :/

molly said...

Lets hope Amanda won't get herself in trouble.

ivy said...

I love that song. I wonder if Ian will find out about this..heheheheee.

meg said...

If Ian only knew, and if he did..what would he do?

Krystal said...

yahhh, maybe something will happen with her and ian? :) (and ps i bought flats - shoes, from the vending machine! haha :))