Ivy couldn't take her eyes off Jay. What was the matter with her? Yes, Jay was like a brother to Brian, but she kept thinking why couldn't Brian be more like Jay.
Sure, Jay lived in a trailer park with Brian's mother and little sister. He was even a father. Ivy wished Brian was as brave. It was finally sinking in that she didn't have much faith in her man.
Her heart ached that she wasn't as confident as she should be. Of course, she hardly looked pregnant and everyone at home was worried that she wasn't eating enough. Was she really taking care of herself and the baby?
Yes, she was in limbo and knew she needed to be a grownup. Now she felt like weeping for no reason at all. Just how was she going to get through this? Why couldn't Brian be the anchor she needed him to be?
Was this all her fault? How could she change what she felt? Why was doubt all she knew now?
But she kept staring at Jay wondering where she could find a man like that>
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